Should I or shouldn’t i? should i? shouldn’t i? I dun know wat to decide. Should I change my car? can I cope with the extra monthly commitment? It was all started when a friend of mine looking for a 2nd hand car for her brother. I was thinking,
‘alang-alang ada orang nak beli ni, baik jual jer’. and it happened that,
aku baru jer usha honda city yang they all dok tayang kat ofis aku ni. dat made me more interested to let go my 7-years-old-wira-aeroback.

Truthfully, new car is not my priority, I was thinking may b after I settle down, got more members in the family,
sampai kete tu dah tak muat nak sumbat hamba Allah n barang-barang, then only I transform the car into mpv
ker, van ker, lori ker, bas ker..or anything that is bigger than current car, it’s just that the offer came may b at the right rite. May be la..i thought my car is at undervalue, surprisingly, it’s not!
Lagi la membuak2 perasaan ni nak let go.

Extra rm300 per month. Emm, for me, that is tight. Annual increment is not certain this year. Some say no increment, same say just a little. What do I need to cut down my expenses? Let’s list down;
- less travel (that is so so harddddd). Just found return air asia ticket to Melbourne for only rm934!
- less dvds – this is my favorite activity nak membiakkan lemak2 dibadan
- iron ur own clothes – I hate ironing. no more once-a-month-cleaner at my apartment. Talking about ironing, just got to know there’s a sport called extreme ironing. nanti kite citer heh.
- basic skin care only – no serum, nor eye cream. Biar la mata ni lebam pon. Or may b downgrade my skin care products, which i’ve downgraded from skII to biotherm (yep, I should boycott america’s product)
- do not change hand phone regularly. My Nokia 6600 slides was lasted only for 4 months before I switched to Nokia E71. I’m a loyal nokia fan. Should I boycott as well?
- find a way to terminate monthly yoga club since aku tak pegi dah over 6 months kot

what are my other monthly commitments?
- parents
- apartment
- car
- land (yang aku sendiri pon tak tau kat mana kedudukan geography nyer)
- insurance
- yoga club (dah 6 months aku bayar bulat-bulat without utilizing even one of the facilities)
- utilities - all the 3 A's - air-api-astro, mobile and fixed line, maintenance etc
- office clubs - kematian, kesukanan, kekerjaan (just to lengthen the lines)
looks like not-so-tight-commitment, huh. but who knows, behind the list, there are so many more hidden agendas every month, all those ad-hoc things need to be tackled, which sometimes become uncontrollable, contoh nyer - pembelian tiket secara besar besaran dan tidak rasional. travel every 2 months? emm..that won't be an issue if all the travelling expenses are supported by the employer.

Luckily I’m not a kind of fashionable person, no make-ups, not a shoes nor hand bags fan. I just got addicted to traveling. Lets blame mas travel fair, matta fair and all the air asia promotions. Simple thinking, I can still maintain all the small items, but let go the traveling. If I’m done with traveling, hidup ku akan aman tanpa bebanan bayar itu ini or beli itu ini.
After typing all the above, the chance of selling off my car is down to 30%, coz i love travelling more than anything!