u're fast

i was just being brainwashed, motivated about the job here. it started when my boss was talking about this lady who used to be his assistant, he was her 1st boss when she started working here. n now, she's up there, sitting in the VP's room while he's in his AGM's semi-room. he said that she has the whole package, she talks right, she writes good, she's fast, and even she's got the look! (well, looks really help..really) and the list continues with she has this and that. nak dijadikan cerita, she was my 1st boss when i started working. i did not deny every single thing he talked about her coz i know they're all true. she's the best boss i had so far.

back to me, stop talking about other people okie..as i put in my blog profile, i hate my current job, i don't have passion of what i'm doing rite now. for the first time in my working line (7 years so far), i felt like..'aduss..malasnyer nak g keje..' it has been going on and off for 9 months already. so, i decided to step outside this circle, start usha'ing' vacant post in other division. i sent my career profile today to this division, which headed by my ex-boss, that i was talking about in the above para. hope she'll buy that.

back to my boss. he talked about his passion, how he likes his job, which made him turned down few better offers to be the GM (i'm 50-50 to trust this part). then he started commenting about me.

'When i talk with A about u (A is another boss here, whom i used to work with), we came to the same thinking, we think that u're brilliant, u hv d brain, how u c things, and u're fast. Seriously, u're fast. But, u're lack of touch, in the sense that, u can't influence other people to accept ur idea, ur approach (mesti dier nak kondem presentation & communication skill aku ni..). or may be u shy, I dun know. We want to keep u in finance. Kalo u tak suke keje u skrang, u tell me, wat do u want to do, let me help u. give me ur 3 priorities. ok, aper u nak buat sbenarnyer?'

aku dengan bodo bodo nyer jawab..'i dun know..as long as not a project basis like what i'm doing rite now'..argh...i feel like i'm a total loser!

but the best part is, dengar puji-puji ayam tu..btul tak btul is another story. moral of the story, to those bosses out there, kadang kala tu kena la puji staff..rasa la kembang semangkuk sket..sekian..