not so perfect brother-sister relationship

i had to cancel my so called valentine's plan after i received a call from my sister-no-3 that my brother-no-1 a.k.a the eldest in the family (i'm a sister-no-4 and sibling-no-7 a.k.a. the youngest in the family) was admitted, suspected dengue. the age gap between the eldest and the youngest in the family is 20 years. just like dato' ct and dato' k ;) saje la nak menyelit..oh, btw, al-fatihah to late dato' ct's father, en taruddin. sedey aku tengok gambar ct nangis dalam blog sultan muzaffar. and another btw, i'm ct's fan, i even had dreams about ct..besfren abes tuh!

ok, back to the original story. the moment i received order from my sister to visit my brother, i was like..'emm..what am i gonna talk about?'..commercial break jap. my sister just ym me, my brother got pneumonia, not dengue..dat day when i was in the hospital visiting him, luckily my niece and my sister were there (yes, the same sister that i've been typing since the first sentence of this entry). so i got accompanies to lepak2. i didn't even ask my brother 'camner, ok x rasa? blood count baper?' and all those standard questions to the patient. after a while, he asked me..

bro : dah drop mba ker?
aku : ha??!! (terkujat gak aku tetiba dier tanya kan? so x expected..) mba?
bro : mba senang la..naper la leh drop out
aku : err err..kire cam cuti la..cuti dulu

and that was all the conversation during the visit..i was not even babai him when i chow.

the truth, that's normal for us and that's not rude for us. we're just like that. i guess, dat happen because of the huge age gap. even i'm damn proud of him, i can't even show it, can't express it. to me, he's my mother's favourite even according to Che (we call our beloved iron-lady-mother che..the first time my fren heard i call her che, she asked the stupid question..'apsal ko panggil mak ko mak encik?' ) emm..amoi, pls continue about ur bro..ok ok..to me he's the most successfull amongst us..he's the most handsome amongst bros..yep, die ensem..well, at least, he's my type..kuikuikui..

i remember when i was 5, i was admitted to the hospital for 3-4 months..susah aku nak explain penyakit aku ni, tapi gua tak bole berjalan beb..baring je..the moment aku bole berjalan, giler pening siol..he accompanied me..and i remember he said 'kalo nak abg y teman, n kena makan tauge ni' i hate tauge! so aku pon pulun la jugak tauge tu..when i was standard 6, he gave me a swatch for my 4a upsr. every school holiday kitorang lepak umah dier..when i was in university, aku tompang dier balik uni, the best part is, dapat duit..masyuk masyuk..

recently he sponsored my diving trip to sipadan. dah keje bertahun2 pon mintak org sponsor. tq to our technology today, sms really help me on this. i started texting him to bodek2 about sipadan. surprise gak biler dier reply sms aku. tot tet tot tet, dapat la sponsor..that was just part of the whole story about him. yes, i'm actually proud of u bro.

to my bro, i'm proudly present u and ur disease..mr pneumonia